Bittersweet

The dreams are back. This time there was no question. It just went straight to sex. I tried to talk to him in my dream too. His face was so clear in my dream. I just want all of that to go away. I just want to move on. I'm trying, I really am. I don't think I have a chance with Hap. He just doesn't seem to interested in dating, that or he just doesn't put out any signs of interest. I'm still gonna tell him I like him soon. The musical is this weekend. I'll tell him after then.