Confrontation: Avoided
I know he means well, but he couldn't see that I was uncomfortable.
He just kept touching me.
He put his hand on my knee and I about freaked out.
I wanted him to leave me alone.
I just had both earbuds in with my music very loud.
I tried to walk faster than him. I tried to get to class quickly. He just kept touching me. Arm on my shoulders, tried grabbing my shoulders. Kept trying to ask me what's wrong.
I tried drawing. I was trying to draw a picture for my favourite song right now (Bluebird). I was doing fine and then it vanished from my mind as soon as he sat down next to me.
He was sitting too close. I was getting claustrophobic. My heart started racing and I couldn't think. I tried focusing on the music and my drawing, but my mind was just blank.
I tried to walk away from him as fast as I could. I wanted to yell at him to leave me be. To go back to the activity gym. I knew that would cause a scene though. There were a lot of people around...
I wanted to run from him. And just run. Run, run, and run.
All I want to do is run now.
Things aren't getting any better...
I need help guys...
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